counting down

i'm counting down!
H-3 to Eid
shofi as a 3 months old baby hasn't been possible to travel with an airplane
and my husband also didn't get a long off from his office
which it means we decided to celebrate Eid here, as a little family :)
not at Makassar and Surabaya
i've made some list for Eid menus later
such as pallubasa, opor ayam, sambal goreng ati, and some cakes
yes i know, will be a tiring day without household assistant until H+3
zzzz

well this is just a quick update anyway,
will off to supermarket as soon as possible
i hope you guys a pleasant Eid :)

and this is what i'm doing lately

new thing

hubby's test and report

milk and more milk

dealing with shofi's clothes

work from home

have a good afternoon :)

xo

three months old :)

i remember when you were in my belly
eat, and breathe with me
i could feel your move
i could feel your legs kicking me hard
i could feel our hearts beating in rhythm

three months ago you were born into this world,
i kissed your pink skin
i touched you for the first time
that was a love at the first sight

today,
i can hear your funny laughs
i can hear your gentle little cry
i can smell the fresh milk in your mouth
i can hold your little fingers
i can see your sleepy face with your half open eyes
i can kiss your chubby cheeks whenever i want
i can embrace you until you fall asleep

baby, i promise
i will give all the best thing for you
i will make sure you grow properly, and strong enough to face this crazy world
i will be a good listener of your stories
i will be your bestfriend in every problem you have
i will be your bodyguard in every step you take
i will be a free hugs machine to give you a lot of hugs as many as you need

and baby, listen to this
someday when you've grown and i'm angry with you
it's not that i want you to be sad
but because i really love you and i'm afraid of losing you
i'm afraid of losing my cute little babygirl

baby, believe me
i love you like a flower loves honey
i need you like the night sky needs stars
i want you to be mine till death do us part
so, don't be afraid to face this life
you're never be alone
there will always be hugs and warmth when you need it
there will always be you, in my every prayer

love,
mom 
xoxo

Keep Calm and Forget the Nightmare

awakened by a nightmare this morning, too bad for a lovely sunny morning
so, i open my laptop early than usual, look at some beautiful blogs and end up with updating mine.
thank God, i feel much more better now :)
it's few days before Eid, i hope you have a great day in Ramadan this year
i feel so blessed every day, good and bad things can make our life meaningful
let's called it life lessons.

i honestly don't know what to write right now, so i decided to write some things that make me smile and even laugh lately:

1. some of my friends are getting married! (a very much happiness)
2. one of my best friends @tatuw has successfully completed her final exam
(finally! proud of her)
3. shofi grew cheerful, has a weight gain that makes her cheeks more chubby
4. my husband spent his whole time off with us at home :') lovely
5. new tricks from shofi, such as laughing, and trying to speak
(a language that only God understand)
6. headband orders from some friends. it's happy to be back after a few months without any productive work (will tell you about my headband projects detail later)
7. phonecall from mom

see? i have a lot of reason to be happy, so why be afraid of bad dreams?
why don't make your 'happy' list too?
write them with a smile and get a good day!

and look! shofi say hi :D

xo

lazy sunday

so what you guys doing on this sunday
i don't feel like going or even move my ass from the bed
my hubby still asleep, so does shofi
we didn't suhoor last night, i woke up, looked at the clock, oh God, it's 5 o'clock already
feel so depressed to realized that today will be a tough day of fasting

yesterday we took shofi for her immunization schedule,
we're out of luck. her doctor had gone home.
the nurse said we just few minutes late! zzz
rescheduled. again and again
on the way back home we thought, why not spend this weekend time at the mall?
what? yes, mall without stroller which it means we must hold shofi alternately
I was looking for glasses, hubby looking for shoes, but we ended up on a baby shop and bought some clothes, leggings and socks for shofi
oh this part of parenting,
i was enjoying my time on a baby shop rather than book store.
unfortunately i didn't bring my cam with me, so theres no photo of shofi's day out and my hubby's tired face.

well, i didn't fasting past few days caused by monthly period, so let me share what my camera got for breakfast this lately :p

how to lose weight after giving birth? this! :)))

a good morning from home :)

xoxo

flowers are beautiful :)

currently in love with flowers and floral prints.i did a little research online and found a lot of floral prints sheets
unfortunately i haven't found any that come from Indonesia,
remember its postage would be more expensive than the price sheet itself. hrrr
still about those floral shape, i took some of flowers from the side on our way back home of our afternoon walk around here, photographed them in frame and realized how pretty they are :)

A for ARIF :')